It's clear from your post that you have feelings for both males and females at this point. Your desire to kiss may be that you honestly simply want a physically intimate relationship and the idea arouses you, but makes you feel most comfortable to think about such with someone you already feel acquainted with. However, your attraction to people may be because you are attracted ti the personality and seek companionship in general. Even at your age, young adults still often find themselves a bit confused. There's absolutely nothing wrong with the feelings you are having. I could very well be wrong with my response in its wording, but I'll give it a shot anyways. (Ideally I would like my life to be either gay or straight because the way I'm operating now prevents anything from happening.) The advice I am searching for is what to do with my feelings for my room mate (we have year of living to go). There has only really been 2 girls that I have had the admiration for that is equal to the admiration I have had for some men and both of those lady friends of mine did not love me they way I loved them. Furthermore, i have many gay friends and i am not interested in the gay life/society, or rather, I prefer the life of a straight man.
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I'm just turning twenty and it seems as though many people have a clear cut idea of what they like at an earlier age (it's either guys dig chicks and know how to advance physically/socially or they like dudes and know how to advance physically/socially out of instincts.) I, however, have hardly ever felt confident or right with women. I tend to be attracted to men's personalities however women's body's.
I have considered myself straight, but I do admit I have had thoughts about some guys I've known since an early age. Here's the thing, I have three straight male room-mates and I want to kiss one of them.